Drear team blackout

Timtheroofer · 05-02-2006, 08:42 AM

Forget about her, she lives in Illinois or something anyway. If you live in PG then you and your team should be at my field on Saturday practicing (it's in Highland) and I guarantee you won't be the only one with an Angel there and I guarantee your team will get their butts kicked a few times and in the process get a lot better. And by the way the HOTTEST woman in the world is from Pleasant Grove (my wife)!!!!!

Red · 05-02-2006, 09:31 AM

Allright, Allright, maybe I went a touch too far. I can see this is more than a "poor me" cry for attention. My apologies, truly.
All of these guys have the right idea, just start approaching people in paintball or xbox or whatever you like to do. You are bound to make friends.

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Originally Posted by Allen Turner

I dont know you, even so I care. I am personally familiar with feelings of isolation, despair and depression. I have lost numerous people close to me and from those expereince I have learned some things about what comes after this life. I will asssume that since you refer to Heaven and Repent that you hold some belief's about the afterlife. Here are truths I have learned.

1) Destroying your current body does not end your life, it only passes you to the next place.

2) In the next life you are still you. Same person, same personality, same strenghts and weaknesses. Hence death does not change you, your intelegece, your soul whatever you call it continues, unchanged.

3) If you are unhappy with your life, you can choose to change it. Take control and work towards where you want to be. If you dont like being shy then work towards being more social. If you want more friends then meet some people.

4) In most Judeo-Christian religions the only unforgivable sin is Blashpmey of the Holy Ghost. Hence even murder was atoned for.

If you would like to talk to me please call 801-544-9844 and ask the guys for my cell phone number and call me. Yes I mean it, any time.

I have had expereince with death and suicide and I would be willing to talk to you about them, if you would like.

If not, see you on the field.

I agree with Allen. If you are LDS go here http://scriptures.lds.org/alma/34 and read verse 34
if not, then do whatever you want because I don't want this to turn into a religious debate (hence why I didn't just go ahead and post the verse).

Gold 06 speed · 05-02-2006, 09:39 AM

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Originally Posted by Timtheroofer

Forget about her, she lives in Illinois or something anyway. If you live in PG then you and your team should be at my field on Saturday practicing (it's in Highland) and I guarantee you won't be the only one with an Angel there and I guarantee your team will get their butts kicked a few times and in the process get a lot better. And by the way the HOTTEST woman in the world is from Pleasant Grove (my wife)!!!!!

I can't just forget about her, she loved me for who i was.........unlike her every1 thinks i'm ugly and a loser...includeing me. your wife is the hottest and shes from the PG well good for you.

Timtheroofer · 05-02-2006, 08:43 PM

All I'm saying is I'm living proof that 1. you don't need to be good looking to catch a hottie, 2. The hottest women (in my case woman) in the world are from PG (well actually it's probably Brazil or something but it's way better than Illinois) and 3. you can make friends even if you are a loser because I have 2 of them and they tell me I'm a loser all the time.

Gold 06 speed · 05-02-2006, 09:13 PM

Ok, i wont kill myself cuz you all talked me out of it, but for every reason i have to do it i have cut myself......i went to addicts today and the staff made me make 2 new cuts.

You all are great people thanks for your help.

mini keith · 05-02-2006, 09:22 PM

im lost on the cutting part?

Gold 06 speed · 05-02-2006, 09:30 PM

well i take a knife and i cut myself.....i make one tally mark for every time i hear or think of a reason to kill myself. I have 89 cuts on my legs and 16 on my chest so those are all reasons to kill myself.

FEZ · 05-02-2006, 09:31 PM

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Originally Posted by Gold 06 speed

Ok, i wont kill myself cuz you all talked me out of it, but for every reason i have to do it i have cut myself......i went to addicts today and the staff made me make 2 new cuts.

You all are great people thanks for your help.

Care to elaborate? Who was the staff and what happened?

Z · 05-02-2006, 09:35 PM

Oh your the guy that got all mad when the addicts guys approached you about your gun ramping.
Gotcha

krispy · 05-02-2006, 09:49 PM

Hey,

I got an idea about the cutting part. Instead of giving yourself cuts, why not make it something better. Grab a sheet of paper, write down your thoughts of the day, it gets the stress out, and then burn, rip it up, or get rid it. Because going back and reading it will only bring more pain.

Imagine being with a girl down the road and she finds those on you? What or how will you explain them? Hope you get my drift.

Also, work on showing some one a kind deed daily, it has helped me and should help you. Also if you aren't going to school, I recomend signing up, its always usefull to have a goal and reaching out for it.

Keep your head up.

Chris