Drear team blackout

trigeek5 · 05-01-2006, 06:27 AM

Speed,

We all face challanges in our life. You are going through a tough time right now. You feel bad now. But tomorrow things wont feel this way. You feel as thought days are wasted, but I promise you things will get better. I PROMISE! your are in a place right now that is bleak and dark. Life isnt easy. But suicide is not an answer. Things will get better. A lot of us have loved and lost, felt out of place, been friendless. Anyone who tells you different is either extremely lucky or lying. Apparently you do have friends. Look at the people who have posted. Noone will laugh at you. No one will point and snicker.

For god sake though. Dont do anything rash.

krispy · 05-01-2006, 09:08 AM

Hey,

I didnt date till i was 18. A female friend of mine didnt date till she was 25. There are many people out ther ein the same shoes as you.

Look at the things that are great to have in life. Go for a hike in nature and look at everthing that there is. Get out of the house, chanve up your routine. Sitting at home all day can be very depressing.. Go do stuff, and you know if your doing it by yourself who cares. Eventually those friends will come along and then you wont be by yourself, but you have to make a small effort and then the good will come,.

And i totally agree with the poster before me, dont do anything rash.

Red · 05-01-2006, 01:49 PM

Remember kids, it's down the highway, not across the street!

and for the record, I like you Krispy! 😉

trigeek5 · 05-01-2006, 01:55 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Red

Remember kids, it's down the highway, not across the street!

and for the record, I like you Krispy! 😉

what the hell kind of post is this? The kid needs our help, and you post this? Real nice.

paintballbrad · 05-01-2006, 02:07 PM

my brother hasn't started dating and he's 22. I wouldn't call him a loser. There is a lot of people that feel the same way as you do. Hell, I'm turning 20 and I've had only 1 girlfriend. It really doesn't matter, you can't judge yourself on that.

You like paintball and halo 2. Those are my two most favorite things to do. You just made a friend! I like to play live a lot so send me a friend request, paintballbrad, and we can halo it up!

bcowley · 05-01-2006, 03:11 PM

Gold its brady dude your still on the team and everything we understand but we are your friends the whole blackout team is. me, craig, shaun, mike, austin, kevin, sage, hazen, taylor, chris, jeremy, andres, and all the rest of us care about you as a person and a brother dont you dare do this we all have hard times in our lives just dont do this and dont sell your stuff we want you on the team your a very good player and im being serious your a really aggressive player and thats what you need to play paintball i swear to god if you do this il meet you in heaven and kick you in the balls im serious we all care about you we just need to get together as a team and do stuff but im gonna have kev call you cause i dont have your number

roberto · 05-01-2006, 03:18 PM

I play xbox live a lot. My tag is Ripdrummer Im not on halo much anymore I play greg hastings a lot.

GoldberG · 05-01-2006, 04:06 PM

Well gold. there is no need for feeling out of place just because you are the only one who has an angel, you dont know what nppl means, and etc. i have an angel, its eyes are busted, but i do have one. people dis my angel all the time. i really dont care. they call it gay, but when i shoot them in the face with it, i say they got shot by a gay gun. pisses em off. i really do love it, but thats not the point. just cuz you dont know all this stuff, doesnt mean you cant have friends there. seriously, just talk with people at addicts. even if you come down just to hang out. lots of the people who come down to addicts, just hang out. im one of them. i need to save my money for tournaments, practice, and a car. making friends isnt hard at all. i was in the same place. first time i came to addicts, i got rolled. i still do, but im getting better. i have asked people better than me how to play, and i learn. but anyways, dont give up. just keep trying. im 16 and i still dont have a girlfriend, but i really dont care. i have friends, i know you think you dont, but you do. the whole blackout team, are your friends. and you little choads who make fun of his feelings need to go back to second grade and grow up a little bit more.

Gold 06 speed · 05-01-2006, 04:10 PM

Thanks a lot everyone....this means a lot to me.
Brady, you wont see me in heaven if i kill myself, becuase talking your own life is murder and you CAN'T repent for that kind of murder.
The only thing i need right now is some people to go hangout with...like at the mall or at addicts or wherever.

GoldberG · 05-01-2006, 04:15 PM

no problem gold. most every baller is a friend. granted there are some who hate each other, but there is always someone who will hate someone. i know i hate a few people, not many, but i hate a few. i try to be friends with everyone, and i have only met a few people who wouldnt be friends back. your starting to turn it around, keep doing it. keep coming to addicts and talk to people, you will make friends.