Drear team blackout

[Jason Pryor]

Originally Posted by Gold 06 speed

Ok, guys thanks for your help, but really i am a loser.......im 20years old i do sit at home and play video games all day pretty much (im damn good at halo2 live) i see high school kids and people in their 20's hanging with friends all the time you know just having a great time. when i see those people having fun with others...i get jealous cuz i no i cant do that.
Yea...i said i was 20 years old (turning 21 in july) ok how many 20 year old people do you no that got their first girlfriend at age 18 BESIDES ME. I'm NOT gay, but yes i went 18 years without a girlfriend...now explain to me how that isnt a loser.
I am an EXTREMELY shy person, i normally wont talk unless someone talks to me first.
i didnt let anyone no i wasnt coming to practice so im sure im kicked from the team and on top of that i feel out of place at addicts, because i see all of you with timmys, ions, egos, dm's and im pretty much the only one with an angel. i dont no shit about paintball only how to play...kinda. i mean i dont no what NPPL stands for and all the other ones. i know almost nothing about paintball guns. IF i go to addicts again i will feel soooooo fucking stupid for all this and i no you people will b like laughing at me and shit, i bet you are now.

i truly have not 1 friend, you people call yourslef my friends but i dont even no you. so i do think that the world would do better with 1 less person.

First off, I know where you are coming from. If you want to know I didn't have a real girlfriend until 21! So 18 isn't bad at all. At least you have paintball to network with. Growing up I felt much the same as you and I didn't have an outlet at all. Heck, all I had to play was the nintendo (the original!!) and watch TV. Life is hard, but trust me your parents care even though they might not show it. How many siblings do you have? I have 4 siblings and it is hard for parents to divide their time into 9 pieces (time for themselves, spouse, 5 children, work, and religion) equally all the time. Not to mention they are not perfect!

Goldberg, When I started playing tournament paintball I had a mechanical autococker. In fact I only got my DM4 in the middle of the UXPL last year. So to have an angel is a lot better than what I had. If you want to learn more about the tournament series you should stop playing halo 2 live and hop on the internet and visit all the tournament websites and other paintball websites. Read, read, read. That is the best way to get caught up in the "lingo"

Cheer up, go talk to people even though it may be uncormfortable, you will get better at it, and play ball (it has always helped me feel better).

Jason

[I_SHOOT_NEWBS]

be nice to addicts they are only trying to help exspecially if they offer the dark ego dude....everyone at addicts is cool if you be cool to them they will be cool to you!

[Gold 06 speed]

well i was being nice to addicts, until i was being accused of cheating for the 3rd time. when my gun was "ramping" the first i got 2 warnings for it, last night i got a warning. you no every1 is different, i am going through a very hard time in life and i didnt need that at addicts.....yea you guys tried to help thanks for that, but y blame me for it? i didnt set it like that I DONT NO HOW. on this site i started with a bad rep. and i was slowly getting it back i thought......well it went down hill again.......you guys all think i cheat and you basicly all said i suck.

so i might as well pull the fuckin trigger.

[GoldberG]

I will not give you a lecture on this little scene we had at addicts, because i wasnt there, but you have to realize we are trying to help you. No one on this thread has attacked you in any way. We have just been trying to help you. Addicts has as well. If you want to PM me on anything... go ahead. Jason Pryor, are you attacking me for what gun i have? sorry if you arent, but that is the vibe im getting from you. If you are its kool, but just take it to a PM war. There is already to much heat going on in this thread.

[CaRCuS4life]

dude just try rubin one out once a day some times i could go for 3 or 4 for real j/k man. i have put a little brother, a little sister in the ground. delt with a drug prob. been over weight most my life.(fat kids rule) had well have a learning dis. a.d.d. and a smaller left testicle. just remember you cant catch every fish in the sea but you can try to see em naked.


p.s. just laugh it off thats what i do.

[Speed]

Still waitin to hear from ya, contact me soon.

[H>B>K]

like mini fez said, take him to a titty bar, and he will be your freind for ever.lol, dont do it man, its not worth it. life pwns, period.lol, but you only live one time, why ruin it? im sure if some of us met you we would be your freind for sure. most of us have jsut never met you. when i first came to addicts, every hated me, i was that annoying little no0b with the trilogy. but once we started going more often, and people who hated me are now some of my best freinds. just become a regular at addicts, and you will meet lots of people who will be your freinds.

[krispy]

Also recognize that life isn't 100 percent paintball. Tons of other fun activities like longboarding, freebording, rock climbing, camping, hiking, magic (not the gathering, but slight of hand) etc, etc. Yeah, so pick up another new hobby. Its been great for me.

And contact speed.

[micromag2277]

Hey Gold, Leprechaun, whatever the hell your name is, I heard some people talking about you tonight.

Number one your gun was ramping or bouncing. Doesn't matter which one, just turn it off and quit cheating

Number two quit talking crap you can't backup.

Number three I don't have time to read this entire thread, but Quit threatening suicide and bodily harm for attention, and/ or emo fun and if you don't stop I'm going to get your A thrown into a Psychiatric Unit next time I see you at any field.

Have a Nice day 😁

theres no problem with pwning. what me dex and fez stayed up till 4am playing Call of Duty 2.