Drear team blackout

[Jeremy]

Gold,
dont do it, it's not worth it. If you have nothing to do just go up to addicts, you dont even half to play i go up to addicts just to hang out with the people that are there. You learn how to get better at paintballing without even playing and you have a really good time with just the poeple your talking to. Normally when you go up there Frank or someone is always there and you can just chill out and talk to them. And now that you made the Blackout team just give it some time, youll feel like part of the family by the end of your first practice, the only thing you have to do is you can't be shy around us blackout kids, you can't be afriad to talk at all. And once you let that happen you'll love the team. Hope to meet you at practice.

Jeremy
Team Blackout

[trigeek5]

Originally Posted by Goldberg

no problem gold. most every baller is a friend. granted there are some who hate each other, but there is always someone who will hate someone. i know i hate a few people, not many, but i hate a few. i try to be friends with everyone, and i have only met a few people who wouldnt be friends back. your starting to turn it around, keep doing it. keep coming to addicts and talk to people, you will make friends.

Holy Crap Goldberg. I could probably fill the E-center with the people who hate me. But I also have a lot of friends in the sport. I started with a spider knock-off. But I made friends. You can do it also gold. But Goldberg hates me.

[GoldberG]

Well gold, frank is the exception to this... i mean who couldnt hate him? ahhh he pisses me off. he has his own army, why cant i have my own army!?!?! and when he shoots his gun at your bunker, he shoots so random so you think you can snap him, but when you come out its like smack, smack, smack, in your face.... and he can take out 4 people from vengenace, and totally ruin their season!!!! AHHHH I HATE FRANK!!!!! jk frank, i love you. See, blackout loves you, and i like blackout, except for that fat kid austin... he wont buy my gat. jk austin.

[Allen Turner]

Originally Posted by Gold 06 speed

... heaven .... repent ....

I dont know you, even so I care. I am personally familiar with feelings of isolation, despair and depression. I have lost numerous people close to me and from those expereince I have learned some things about what comes after this life. I will asssume that since you refer to Heaven and Repent that you hold some belief's about the afterlife. Here are truths I have learned.

1) Destroying your current body does not end your life, it only passes you to the next place.

2) In the next life you are still you. Same person, same personality, same strenghts and weaknesses. Hence death does not change you, your intelegece, your soul whatever you call it continues, unchanged.

3) If you are unhappy with your life, you can choose to change it. Take control and work towards where you want to be. If you dont like being shy then work towards being more social. If you want more friends then meet some people.

4) In most Judeo-Christian religions the only unforgivable sin is Blashpmey of the Holy Ghost. Hence even murder was atoned for.

If you would like to talk to me please call 801-544-9844 and ask the guys for my cell phone number and call me. Yes I mean it, any time.

I have had expereince with death and suicide and I would be willing to talk to you about them, if you would like.

If not, see you on the field.

[I_SHOOT_NEWBS]

Allen Makes An Excelent Point And If U Want To Call Me We Can Also Talk 801-489-0478 Still Waiting For U To Call Me For The Tity Bar But Once U Turn 21 Go To The Clubs And U Will Meat A Bunch Of New People! But Gl Man!

yea dude see you have alot of people that have posted on here and everyone of them are willing to help you out with at addicts and stuff. so this thursday come down to addicts and either play or hang out and who knows youll probly meet some new friends so just com edown this thursday and we will play some paintball so everyone who has posted on this tread come to addicts and we will all play and help gold out.

[bcowley]

Gold im expecting to see you on sunday dude just come and play and have fun shoot some people that always makes me feel better 😁 😁 😁

[I_SHOOT_NEWBS]

dude frank is a thug chill with frank me and mini keith and a bunch of other peep's

[Gold 06 speed]

I'm starting to think you guys are all just saying that stuff so i wont kill myself.

[GoldberG]

We dont want you to kill yourself... who would? We are trying to get you to realize that you do have friends. Just come down to addicts this thursday.