I'm sorry

[Gold 06 speed]

Most of you know that I'm going through a hard time in my life and others think I'm only trying to get attention......all I was doing was looking for help, I wasn't trying to get attention.
I never mean't to cheat in anyway. I have no clue how my gun keeps getting that way becuz I DON'T KNOW HOW TO MAKE IT DO THAT. I am going through a hrad time in my life as you know so when I was yelling at addicts I didn't care what happened cuz I was too depressed to care and I got way out of line and I'm very sorry. I don't dare mess with any gun becuz I don't want to fuck something up. I like it if it works when I want it to, I don't really care how fast I'm shooting, but if someone is working on my gun and notices something and can make it faster then cool.
I don't think I have done any trash talking for while I thought we were all cool about it, but I guess I won't ever live it down nor anything else, I have a bad rep in paintball now.
My point of this post is to say I'm sorry for everything and I really don't feel welcome in paintball cuz of my bad rep. so I will just assume most of you if not all want me to stop playing.
Whenever I go paintballing now and people see my gold angel I will always get labels.
I'm sorry for being an asshole.

[FrontPlaya04]

hey no worries man. Dont feel like that. a lot of people flip out about stuff. you just got to play because you like playing. if you want to you can try coming to the hiland field tomorrow and play a little. everyone there is cool and works on getting better.

[bigballer]

yeah dude come down tomorrow and somebody could help you out with your speed